my fairytale girl

Welcome boys and girls to story time with Jake. So tonight I was watching Kim's fantasy wedding with some friends, sounds kinda gay but it was kinda funny. Anyway it got me thinking about my fantasy wedding lately I've had this girl on my mind that i've crushed on for a while and i don't see things ever going anywhere with her but if it did, it would just complete my fairytale, so i'm going to tell everyone about this girl because in my eyes she's more perfect than any girl I've ever met.
     About 6 or 7 years ago just hanging out with my friends when we decided to make a trip to wal-mart. So we go and do our thing there and as we're leaving, we were backing out of parking spot and there's just this really beautiful girl walking into the store and so we pull up to her and my buddy leans out the window and says hey are you so and so, she says yeah I am and he was like that's tight you're my cousin! haha I guess he didn't really know her that well. Anyway at the time I just thought oh she's cute but didn't really think anything of it. This happened when I was maybe a sophomore or a Jr. in High school. Anyway after my mission I've run into this girl a few times but i've never said anything to me cuz I doubt she would remember me, I mean I was sitting in the back seat of my friends car the first time we met and it was just a quick introduction. So yeah i've never really talked to her. Anyway so I've always been so scared to talk to her because she's just the MOST gorgeous girl I've met, but not only is she gorgeous she's the complete package. because she is my buddies cousin he told me a lot about her, but we also have lots of friend in common and i've just randomly heard people talk about her and so naturally I ask them what she's like. I've never ever hear one single bad thing about her. All I hear is how awesome she is, how fun she is and of course how pretty she is. So of course how could I not want someone like her around. Anyway I ended up adding her on facebook because my friend was suppose to set me up on a date with her but I hate just adding people because I feel like a creep when I do that, so I was very nervous just to do that. Much to my surprise she accepted me. After becoming her facebook friend naturally I look through her pictures not only to see if all the stories I had heard about her were true but just to kind of get to know her. Not only were the things that people have said were true but I also saw so much more in this girl. Not only could I tell she was fun and out going and awesome and pretty, but there was even more to her! believe it or not. Just from her pictures and posts I could see how close she is with her family, how much she loves them and how well they get along. I could also see her spiritual side, she's someone that has a deep love for God and the Gospel of Jesus Christ. What more could a guy want in a girl? She definitely was the complete package. So after some time I decided to try and write her a little message just because I hate when people add me as a friend then don't talk to me and so I didn't want to be that person. Basically I just wrote her a short message asking her if she remembered me and if she didn't I just wanted to introduce myself to her so she could get to know me. I never ever heard back from her, but I found out at the time when I wrote that she has been dating someone so that makes me wonder if that had something to do with her not responding. Anyway I've just been thinking about her a lot over the last little bit and can't help but think what things would be like with a girl like that in my life, it's not very often that you find girls like her in our world today that have the complete package. In fact I would dare say they're almost extinct because you only find girls like this once in a blue moon. So i've decided I have nothing to lose right. I'm going to find a way to ask this girl on a date. Why not? I'm pretty sure she's single now and who knows. I think she's worth taking the risk, it's kind of weird tho because even tho i've never hung out with her or spent time with just from the things I've heard from my best friend and from my other friends that know her, I feel like I know her. That sounds kind of dumb and childish, but it's true I've never felt like i've known someone so well when i really don't know them. Anway in my fantasy wedding it's going to be a girl just like her, someone well rounded, someone down to earth, someone who knows how to have fun but also knows where to draw the line, someone who knows where their priorities lie and someone who knows their standards....In my eyes this girl is perfect and I may never ever get the chance to tell her that. I hope that one day I do, even if nothing comes from it at least we could be friends, how could you not want someone like that as a friend. It never hurts to dream big, "no dream is ever to big and no dreamer is ever too small."